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# Blue Sky Tag
April 29, 2017 / permalink


I got tagged by Run! I don't know why i felt sooooo excited to answer all of that question XD. Thankyou ♥


Rules

- Thank the person who tagged you
- Answer their 11 questions
- Tag 11 people
- Give them 11 questions to answer

Have you watched an anime before?
Yash. I have ;) 

Skip this question if you haven't watched an anime―If you have, what anime is it? 
A lot. -for example there is; Shigatsu shigatsu wa kimi no uso, owari no seraph, kimi no nawa, ghibli studio movies, and more.

Have you gone to another country before?
Not yet :( But maybe, soon. I wish.

Have you moved to another school before?
No. I haven't. 

What is your favorite color and why?
Red. Because it feels pretty.

What is your phone's brand? 
Oppo. Hahaha XD

Watching a film in your house/the cinema? Why?
House. Ofcourse. It's feel more comfortable. And me-time! Me time is rare, and I'm happy to have it.

Describe your blog's layout with one word.
Absurd.

Are you happy with your body's weight? Why?
Noooo. I must increase my body's wheight.

What is the search engine you're using? (eg. Google, Bing)
Google. 

Do you have more than one social media account? Why?
Yes i have.  Because why not? Let's be friend on other social media XD


I tag them :
🔹Alif
🔸Shafa
🔸Icha
🔹Ais
🔸Oca
🔹Kallen
🔸Sekar
🔹Salma
🔹Izzah

My Question

🔸 Explain me anything about you
🔹 Explain me anything about me XD -if you don't know, it's okey-
🔸 What makes you being a blogger?
🔹 How did you start making a blog?
🔸 Tell me about your passion
🔹 What is your boyfriend type?
🔸 What is your personality type? Introvert? Extrovert? Ambivert?
🔹 Your favorite music genre? Why?
🔸 Your favorite movie genre? Why?
🔹 What's your passion?
🔸 Your motto?

That's all, thank you and see you in my next post!

But wait ...
One more question from me.

🌟 Have any intention to follow my blog? Just click follow and confirm to me in the chatbox, I will definitely follow you back ;)

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# It’s not as easy as ...



Np : Ipang - Teruslah Bermimpi.

I am not shy.

I am just including to the people who can’t being adapting easily.
Being in the new environment, into new places, new faces, new smile is actually an awkward things to do.
And i already trough that moment now.

Apa yang kau takutkanDengan semua ini

To be honest. Aku anak mami. Manja, of course. Dan aku nekat berkeinginan untuk merantau. Ingin mencoba hal baru yang tidak monoton.

Aku melanjutkan studyku di luar kota. At first, i thought that i didn’t really worry about communication. Toh sekarang sudah jamannya sosial media bukan?

But, nyatanya. Itu semua tidak akan pernah sanggup membayar.

Bukankah kesedihanSering kita alami

Aku berada di salah satu sekolah yang siswanya hampir semuanya terasa asing. No. I mean, i am the one who’s feel like stranger.

Disaat kebanyakan temanku sudah mempunyai teman -karena di sekolah sebelumnya mereka berada dalam sekolah yang sama-, di sisi lain aku hanya mempunyai 2 kenalan dimana aku dan mereka saja sama sekali tidak akrab. So, at that time, i really feel like alien from other planet who’s considered as a terrorist to the earth.

Setidaknya sekitar satu tahun, i am struggling very hard.

Keadaan iniBuat kita terbiasa
Aku belajar menerima. I pray to God all day. Even i cry a lot almost all night. It's for many reason that i can't share.
And now?
I wonder, why i did not want to them let go.

Dear my high school period, do not pass so quickly please. Aku baru saja nyaman akannya.

PercayalahLelah ini hanya sebentar saja

At first, i thought that it’s not as easy as i think before. But now,

Guys . .

I even don’t have any time to think about it.

I just actually,

.. did it.

Tetap tersenyumlahBiar semakin mudah

To be honest, i must be thankful to God for give me a chance that i can meet a lot of extra ordinary people on my way (You too. You, yes you). Each of you all gave me many lessons, some experiences, and too much amazing thing for me..

.. for the better me.

Thankyou.

And i don’t feel like a stranger anymore.

I wish.

Karena kesedihan punTernyata hanya sementara

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# Terimakasih ;
April 16, 2017 / permalink

Aku perempuan yang cukup kuat.

Mungkin kamu tidak terlalu setuju akannya,
Tapi, setidaknya, Mamaku bilang begitu.

Aku anak rantau yang sering kali rindu rumah. Tidak jarang menghabiskan pulsa demi mendengar suara Mama, Ayah. Setidaknya, dengan hanya mendengar suara mereka saja, energiku serasa penuh kembali. Penatku serasa habis tidak bersisa. Menyembuhkan luka.

Aku sering menceritakan tentang apapun pada Mama. Almost everything ;

Tentang tugas yang tidak kunjung selesai. Mati satu tumbuh seribu.
Tentangku yang selalu dilanda insecurity. Bukan karena sesuatu telah terjadi, tapi lebih karena sesuatu mungkin dapat terjadi.
Tentang monster didalam kepalaku yang tidak pernah bisa berdamai denganku. Menggerogoti.
Tentangku yang merasa seperti tidak dihargai kehadirannya. Feels like i have super power to make me invisible.
Tentang bagaimana rasanya ketika sedang benar-benar tidak ada yang mau peduli.
Tentang alergiku yang seringkali kambuh disaat yang sangat tidak tepat.
Tentang ibu kos.
Tentangku yang kehabisan mie instan.
Tentang kekecewaan yang bahkan tidak bisa aku jelaskan di sini.
Tentangku yang seringkali lose control.
Tentang kekhawatiran, ketakutan, kesepian.
Tentangku yang selalu mengulang lagu sedih sampai bosan, lalu muak.
Tentangku yang sering ingin menangis tapi terlalu lemah untuk mengeluarkannya.
Tentang hati yang dilanda gelisah, galau, merana.
...
Tentangmu..

Mama selalu mengingatkanku untuk tetap tersenyum apapun kondisinya. Tetap semangat. Tetap ingat akan tujuan.

Toh, katanya, aku tidak pernah sendirian.

There’s someone who’ll always stand by me, no matter what.

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# Semacam Lelucon
April 12, 2017 / permalink
They say that,

teenager is the best age they ever had.

But for me?
Why there are too much flat thing in my life?
Just like..,

..my face (?)

..and my love stories. (?) Ofc.

My love stories?

Hahaha

I don’t know.

I feel more like I don’t have any love stories that have been came to my life.
But,

That's okay.

Someday,
I believe,
That it will come to me by itself.
I’ll wait.

Until it come.

Until…


…he came. (?)



OMG What the hell that should I do?



don’t be so serious. I like to joking.

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# D,
April 10, 2017 / permalink
Hi D. It's been 3 years since we last met face to face.
How's life?

"D, apa kabar?"

Kamu selalu baik baik saja, katamu. Aku mengenalmu seperti itu. Setidaknya, dulu.

We are good friends, isn't?

"Baik baik saja"

Of course. Sedikit lega. Sedikit tidak rela.

But,
Apakah aku terlalu egois jika masih beranggapan bahwa bahagiamu itu datangnya dari aku?

Like,
No one will treat you like i do.
Like,
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like i do.
Like,
I used to be there.
Or, you used to be here.

Walau nyatanya,
..tidak begitu

"Km gimana kabarnya?"

I don't even know. If i'am okay? or not.
Akhir-akhir ini, aku hanya sering bermimpi tentang kamu.

Aku berpakaian serba hitam, membawa bunga, dan bergegas untuk pergi ke pemakamanmu.
Namun sesampainya?
Kamu malah bangun, lalu memelukku.

Mimpi yang mengerikan?
Bukan?

I miss u. Bego!

But, i know
We've been in a different way, now.
we are busy with our own world, now.
Please, don't say goodbye.

"But, it's over"

Please, don't.

"Sayonara"

We are still good friends, isn't?

"Alhamdulillah, baik baik juga :)"

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# Things that make me happy ;
- See my parents happy.
Whatever what they happy about. Setidaknya, watching my parents happy, is including into my happiness list.

- Making my friends happy.
I love the way i make my friend laugh. I love the moment when my friends and i laughing out loud together. Tertawa lepas, seperti tanpa beban.

- Travelling.
Oh my God. I love travelling so muchh. Apalagi jika itu dilakukan bersama-sama. Exploring to the places that i've never been before. Taking a lot of photo with my friends, family, or..
..you.

- Sing a long.
I love to sing together with my classmates. With a lot of people. I really like to being in a concert.

- Ramadan!
I realllyyyyy love the ramadan atmosphere. It's remind me about my childhood.

- Standing in the middle of thousand book.
I like to be in the book store for a long time. Sampai diusir, kalau perlu. I like to be linger long in the library. I like the smell of new books or old books. I love the fairy tales. Masih sama denganku 10 tahun yang lalu.

- Watching movie in cinema.
With my friends, or family, or anyone. Pokoknya nobar gitu.

- Photo album of my childhood.
It's make me ..... /that feels/you know what i mean(?)/i hope you know. Perasaan yang tidak bisa dijelaskan dengan kata kata. More than 'happy'.

- Met with an old friends.
Sharing stories. And reminds of memories that we've been through. Sedikit sedih sih, ketika mereka 'udah ga sama lagi' kaya mereka yang kita kenal dulu. But, people can change. Or maybe, people must change. For the better.

- Best Friends.
I love doing crazy things with my best friends. Ketawa sampai rahang berasa mau lepas. I'm not ashamed of doing crazy things in front of them. Dan aku sangat bersyukur dapat bertemu dengan mereka.

- Met someone who's have the same habbit.
Same hobby, same music taste, same favorite movie, or whatever. It's feels like 'Maybe we can be frieeendddss?'

- Express my feelings in a piece of paper.
I know that this is an awkward thing to do. But i love it. I usually not including my name into it. And after that, i left it, until the next day, that paper is gone. Usually.

- Talking to God.
Dear God... i enjoy talking to You.

- Loving someone.
There's no reason to do so. Like, I don't know why.

- Have someone who loves me.
I know that there's someone who loves me. My parents. Or maybe any other? And i really appreciate it. And i want to make them happy.

To be honest, most of the things that make me happy is 'friends'. Padahal. i think, i including to introvert people. But, nyatanya aku ga separah itu 😂. I won't make that claim (that personality type) stopped me for improving me for the better.
So, there's more things that make me happy. Actually, i can happy with just for the simple things. Example;

-You.
You. Yes you.

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